Sep 28, 2005 18:12
As i sit here, i watch everything i've accomplished, everything i've achieved and everything i have learned from my experiences fall apart. I can't take it anymore, it's just emotionally effecting me. It's making me want to do things i would have never thought of doing. Being at Andover for over a year now has been a long and hard journey for adjusting and being able to adapt to a new environment. No matter what happens i'm going to be doing something i dont want to do. ONE LITTLE thing can change your outlook, it's really amazing. i am NEVER taking ANYTHING for granted EVER again. I don't even know how much more i can take..
things will probably be worked out by next week, but i just can't deal with it. it seems like the start of every single one of my years suck.
i dont even know anything anymore..
things like this, really make you wonder.
0 good news today, 3 tests tomorrow and a spanish oral. i'm really excited.