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I have come to realize that.. I'm am the worse person/ daughter/ friend/ girlfriend....!!!! No matter how good life is or how perfect things could be I'm always gonna them up some how. I'm so tired of feeling like shit! So tired! I can't take it anymore.. all this crap... YES I'M FUCKED UP.. get over it!! My past is my past I CAN'T change it! Why won't people understand... Why do I always feel as if I'm running.. or trying to sugar coat the truth.. I can't do that anymore! I just can't. The past in inside me! I'm sorry! I'm sorry I'm not the person everyone wants me to be! I'm sorry that all I'll ever be is a screw up! I'm sorry I can't change my past. I'm sorry that I can't be that shining girl for you....I'm sorry that I'll always be nothing! I'm sorry! It's all my fault!
Me...
**Everytime I want help I always make things worse!**