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Well.... the votes are in and...Dallis is our new youth minister..When they announced that he was our new youth minister...My heart sank and I just burst into tears...If this is usppose to be so awesome.. Why do I feel so crappy..? Why do I feel as if imma lose Ryan 4 good? I can't lose Ryan...I can't lose a friend.. a youth minister.. someone who stopped my from cutting.. someone whom I trust so much... and I don't really trust people easily.. I dunno... God if this is your will...please help me to adjust and to be the leader you want me to be.. And I can't be a good leader if I have a hard heart!....I can already tell my life is gonna change dramatically... and this summer if I do STC... It's gonna change anymore... And ya know what.. I'm ready! Okay.. well Imma go.. Later all..
<3 Megan
Psalm 37:4