Feb 05, 2008 18:40
well...how is everyone doing? i hope everyone who reads my measly posts are well...and is having one hell of a new year...
well...uhm....
im moved into a house in sunnyvale...i have great roomates..and everyone is so nice..my rent is paid for every month by blake..which is nice.
though i feel a little bit more stable than i did last year...i've lost a lot of people in my life.
i would say the internet is a pretty dangerous place...and idk what im trying to say.
i just know that i am depressed for over a year now....aches and pains, i just don't know who i am anymore..and how I am supposed to be anymore...i have lost myself these past years..and im just lost in general...
yeah its a pitty rant about my life...which i am doing nothing about...but sometimes i really miss the old days...
but time is humans mortal enemy...for which u cannot stop...