tired as fuck
Hi guys,
I know what i did to dougie was wrong of me to do and i didnt mean to hurt you i swear...I never mean to hurt anyone it just comes off that way i guess and i know that testing is low and cold for me to do specially near christmas time But than again im kind of glad i did and im sure u all are too Coz just think if i didnt test him wed be dateing right now and id prolly hurt him again because once i hurt someone i dont stop hurting that person But i havent hurt andy normally when im with a guy i think ok does he treat me this certain ways and i think thast what does it if he doesnt treat me that way than i give up..and im not gonna be so shallow with andrew and im gonna ry with this relationship because we have something amazing but i cant say to much i barely know him but wut i do know i like alot....
so anyone out there if ur reading this i never ment to hurt u and im sorry for hurting u and i just wish that some day ud understand that im not that bad of a person u all think i am...
I know what i did to dougie was wrong of me to do and i didnt mean to hurt you i swear...I never mean to hurt anyone it just comes off that way i guess and i know that testing is low and cold for me to do specially near christmas time But than again im kind of glad i did and im sure u all are too Coz just think if i didnt test him wed be dateing right now and id prolly hurt him again because once i hurt someone i dont stop hurting that person But i havent hurt andy normally when im with a guy i think ok does he treat me this certain ways and i think thast what does it if he doesnt treat me that way than i give up..and im not gonna be so shallow with andrew and im gonna ry with this relationship because we have something amazing but i cant say to much i barely know him but wut i do know i like alot....
so anyone out there if ur reading this i never ment to hurt u and im sorry for hurting u and i just wish that some day ud understand that im not that bad of a person u all think i am...