Hello..Here comes the excuse....
I'm soooooo sorry I haven't updated my 'blog' thingie in a while.. It's just.. I dunno, I haven't been fully 'here' in a while.. Does that make sense? My mind has wandered. Updates on my life:
1. At UIL I got 4th place in the Prose competition (I would've won 1st had I not accidentally messed up.. I turned over 2 pages in my script and because of it got lost and had to 'save face'.)
2. The book 'wonder if you'll miss me when I 'm gone' is grrrrreat in the beginning.. but uh.. you'll see Liz.
3. Um.. My friends and I might be having a lake party this weekend.. I'll keep u posted.
4. Uhh.. I got SNL's the best of Jimmy Fallon on DVD
5. I'm hot so I'm going to go take my pants off. Seriously. It's as if I've got Chlamydia!
6. I am having weight issues lately. LV girls won't SHUT UP about how 'fat' they are and about how they can't eat ANYTHING until after prom. It's making ME insecure and guilty that I'm enjoying a FRIGGIN COOKIE! I hate them ahhhhhhhhh! DAMN YOU PREPS TO HELL!!!! Calm down Jocelyn.. BREATHE..
7. And in case you were wondering yes, yes I am going to cut my hair soon.. When? Sometime next week or in 2 weeks.. (I might chicken out) You see my hair is the ONE thing about me that I get compliments on physically. Sure, I get compliments, "Jocelyn, you are sooo funny.." "Jocelyn you are so #$^#$%&" or whatever but still. That's not physical. Therefore, ERGO, I feel ugly. HOWEVER, the other day a teacher asked me why it is I don't have a belly. I said I do, as does every WOMAN. She disagreed and said I didn't. Then, a girl grabbed my waist and said, "OHMYGOD SERIOUSLY! I can feel your hip bones!!" And as sick as this sounds. I felt sooooo happy at that moment.. I MEAN DELIRIOUSLY DELICIOUSLY happy.. Sick I know.. But, hey, I'm a girl with low self-esteem in high school.. Conversations like that make my day.
1. At UIL I got 4th place in the Prose competition (I would've won 1st had I not accidentally messed up.. I turned over 2 pages in my script and because of it got lost and had to 'save face'.)
2. The book 'wonder if you'll miss me when I 'm gone' is grrrrreat in the beginning.. but uh.. you'll see Liz.
3. Um.. My friends and I might be having a lake party this weekend.. I'll keep u posted.
4. Uhh.. I got SNL's the best of Jimmy Fallon on DVD
5. I'm hot so I'm going to go take my pants off. Seriously. It's as if I've got Chlamydia!
6. I am having weight issues lately. LV girls won't SHUT UP about how 'fat' they are and about how they can't eat ANYTHING until after prom. It's making ME insecure and guilty that I'm enjoying a FRIGGIN COOKIE! I hate them ahhhhhhhhh! DAMN YOU PREPS TO HELL!!!! Calm down Jocelyn.. BREATHE..
7. And in case you were wondering yes, yes I am going to cut my hair soon.. When? Sometime next week or in 2 weeks.. (I might chicken out) You see my hair is the ONE thing about me that I get compliments on physically. Sure, I get compliments, "Jocelyn, you are sooo funny.." "Jocelyn you are so #$^#$%&" or whatever but still. That's not physical. Therefore, ERGO, I feel ugly. HOWEVER, the other day a teacher asked me why it is I don't have a belly. I said I do, as does every WOMAN. She disagreed and said I didn't. Then, a girl grabbed my waist and said, "OHMYGOD SERIOUSLY! I can feel your hip bones!!" And as sick as this sounds. I felt sooooo happy at that moment.. I MEAN DELIRIOUSLY DELICIOUSLY happy.. Sick I know.. But, hey, I'm a girl with low self-esteem in high school.. Conversations like that make my day.