Shark

Nov 11, 2005 22:52

Life never seems to change here. I seem to be slipping back into my old self; what seems like no friends and no social life. I mean it's a Friday night and I'm home yet again with no end in sight. I have not go out with people my age if you don't count the time I went back to Orlando. Why is it taking me so long to meet people? I went out to lunch today with Mother, Granny and the lady who use to take care of me when I was a baby. We were discussing how her daugher, who is my age, is getting married in March. Then she asks me about my love life. How do I answer that one? I did sort of figure out my problem. It's just one huge horrible cycle. I have no one to go out with, thus i'm not meeting people, thus I'm not going out. I've been back in Clearwater for 100 days tomorrow and who would have guessed that I would be where I am.
So I went to Target today to go shopping and founf out the the schedule is posted for the week of Thanksgiving. I was so pround that I did not quit on the spot. I asked for that Wednesday night off and guess when I'm working. I'm suppose to go see "My Fair Lady" with Mother and Granny. I have had these tickets for 4 months and she wants me to work. I had tears in my eyes walking out of there. Plus she scheduled me for more hours than I can work.
One day that I did get off is Sunday for the Bucs game. Then Mother found out the the people that we go with, their son isn't going the wife is. So now Mother wants my ticket. ANd she's trying to guilt me into giving it to her. This is one of the few things I have to look forward to in life is going to the games and she wants to take it from me. Going to the games takes away the thoughts on how the rest of my life is.
At least my experient went well. I had some happy memories to relive. I just can't believe what some people remember most about me.
One of the few happy moments in my life recently is that I bought a Albino Rainbow Shark. He's beautiful. He's white with red tipped fins.
Beer Fest tomorrow.
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