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Its been a rough day... a girl from my high school died... my grandpa is dying with cancer... and Donny and I had a fight. And I see where he's coming from... I guess I do get dramatic sometimes and I guess I do wear my heart on my sleeve... and I guess I do care about people alot... and I guess I don't blame him for not wanting me in his life...
I cried alot today... tonight mostly. I just feel like my life is in pieces and I have no idea where to start picking up the pieces and putting it back together. I'm really upset about the things that happened today... and I really have no idea where Mike and I stand. All I know is that he really enjoys playing with my mind... and everyone keeps telling me that I can do better and to walk away... so I don't understand why I'm being so stupid...
And even though today was really shitty... the last few days weren't so bad. I got to see Ali and stay the night there... and I spent a whole day with Russ, whom I haven't seen in forever either...
So yeah, I know this journal was a jumbled mess and went all over... but I just didn't know where to start today... anyways, I need some sleep... but I love you. :: Ange ::
and... if you're listening... :: sometimes there really is no tomorrow :: ...