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im bored and tired so for some reason im writing in this. i went to a baseball game last night. i never went to a baseball game before, so it was interesting. i just felt like shit so i couldnt really act all happy. cuz i wasnt. but i enjoyed being there at the same time. i was entertained by a dancing duck. but jacks friend was so fucking annoying.. n it was pissing me off. thats how annoying he is. he was drunk, so maybe u could use that as an excuse, but i just wasnt in the mood for that n wow i jut stayed quiet cuz he was pissin me off. so today i have work 6-10. im really tired, i really dont feel like going, but o well, at least im making money. i been really depressed lately, not too sure why but i really am.. i thinks its a combination of alot of things right now, and cuz im probly pmsing. but yea, i had a breakdown in my lunch class yesterday.. my friend asked me wut was wrong cuz i guess i looked sad n i just burst out crying on his shoulder. n then i blew my nose n my nose ring fell out n i panicked, i thot it was in the garbage can, but my friend found it on the floor. by the way, i got my nose pierced in march, lol, forgot to mention that. yea, jack paid for it, it was just a spontanious decision i made one day. i like how it looks, its just a pain in the ass sometimes. anyway, umm yea i still cant log into this shit so i think im just gona make a new one when i have extra time and im not too tired which rules out right now cuz im really tired n iwana take a nap. o yea n yesterday b4 we went to the baseball game, me n jack were freaken drivin right next to nick n he didnt even see us lolll.i was like omg dont drive next to him. haha. thats the second time me n jack were driving n saw him. so anywayyy this kid that i thot was my friend talked shit about me saying i was annoying n he didnt like me n my other friend told me n somehow the kid found out i knew n now he feels like an asshole n hes tryin to be all nice to me now. that tells me that im one of those type friends that someone wants to be considered friends with n then makes fun of or talks shit about for wutever reason but u still care about them to a certain degree. yea, i guess thats wut i am to him. otherwise he wouldnt have felt bad about me finding out wut he sed. i can tell he feels bad. theres really not alot of drama in my life, i try to stay away from it by not having too many friends or not talking to too many people. so when i do have a little drama, it bothers me since i try so hard to stay away from it n i dont do anything wrong. n wow i just got distracted for like 5 minutes filing my nails hahhaha im special aright im going to sleep now i have nothing interesting to talk about