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So I've been thinking. I don't really know what I want right now. I'm so torn between two things. I act all tough and say all these things but deep down I'm really hurting and feeling something totally different. I hate these feelings. My heart is telling me one thing and I really really want to follow it, but my min for some reason is saying the complete opposite. I can't keep dwelling on things. This really sucks.