Holy Hell!
Can we say lack of updates? Sorry guys! Well I'm not going to do a normal detailed update. Yes yes i know, breathe that sigh of relief!
Well a lots been going on and i've been trying to keep my spirits up when it comes to some of it. What "stuff" am i referring to? WELL!!
~*Jeromie*~
Definitly dont need to keep my spirits up here!! He's soooooo amazing! He most definitly makes me happy...cept when i have those stupid mood swings i can get. I dont know if its the Depo or what, but its getting frustrating! Oh well we always manage to work things out, i'm SO thankful he's so patient with me...i have a lot of things i have to work out to make our relationship work out but i'm trying really really hard because i want to be with him for a long time! just gotta work at a couple of things that i have embedded into my head. and he is most definitly helping me with it. THANKS BABE!!!
~*Depo*~
Yeah, im on birth control and its starting to fuck with me way bad. Its screwing with my period so i'm having the opposite of whats supposed to happen. and i think because of this crap im having some mood swings, but i dont know x.x
~*Dad and Cindy*~
All is going well here...i think. I barely see them anymore anyways. But i as far as i know they're doing good. n.n
~*John*~
This is one of those spirits needs to stay up things....he keeps calling me and telling me how much he loves and misses me and how he doesnt want to love anyone else, theres only me blah blah blah. then he goes into a two hour shpeal about al this crap he remembers and misses blah blah blah. he's trying to make me feel guilty and i hate him for that. I said i could be his friend, but he's making me not want to be. So i dont know what to do, i dont need guilt trips from people when i feel happy for once.
~*David*~
David's dance show was AWESOME~!!!! His dance (the one he choreographed) was my favorite!!! And his dancing was awesome as well of course! I havent seen or talked to him much because 90% of the time my phone is on vibrate and either in my purse or in my car so i apologize to him! especially for missing his calls this weekend.
~*Other local friends*~
Here's another spirits up thing. Jennie and her fucking boyfriend have been hounding me to write his research paper thats due friday. fuck you guys too! i had told them that i would write their papers if i DIDNT have a job by then! But apparently they didnt hear the part about the job. so yay, im getting used to fucking write a paper thats not even mine. "oh he'll pay you" well thats nice, but i dont have TIME! my main job this week is to get my car registered not your boyfriends fucking research paper he's had ALL semester to write.
Also, Cory. All of a sudden i'm a fucking taxi service. She calls me up and asks me to take her home everyday. yeah, cuz i so go straight home. only not! i usually go visit jeromie so now my schedules going to be fucked up because no one else can drive her. fucking terrific!
~*Car*~
So i got the pink slip to my car, now i have to pay big bucks to get it registered and smoged and such. not to mention i have to get my cali lisence and such. lots of money is going BYE BYE!
~*This Weekend*~
Mother's Day was fun. Jeromie went with me to my Gramma's to see my family. we pretty much slept after we got their saturday and we just goofed around watching movies and playing pool and visiting. i miss my family..oddly enough. even more oddly, mom said nothing about the way i look! crazy! it was fun and we had a HUGE delicious dinner. My gramma's going, but she did look better this visit so i'm trying to figure out if i want her to fight it or if i want her to just let go and be free of all the pain. i want her here...but i dont want her here if she'll be suffering. either way, im trying to keep my hopes up there as well
~*Last Weekend*~
We went to Jeromie's Gramma's and visited. I had fun!! I felt a little out of place, but it was enjoyable to see how his family is :)
~*Work*~
Was really stressful last week. Our computer system wouldnt let us log in and i still had a pile of April work orders that needed to be entered soooooo yeah STRESS!!! so i'm all caught up and i'm just waiting for david to finish his.
Thats all for now.....quit hurraying!!! lol Catch ya'll later!
"Dont look at me in that tone of voice!!!"
Well a lots been going on and i've been trying to keep my spirits up when it comes to some of it. What "stuff" am i referring to? WELL!!
~*Jeromie*~
Definitly dont need to keep my spirits up here!! He's soooooo amazing! He most definitly makes me happy...cept when i have those stupid mood swings i can get. I dont know if its the Depo or what, but its getting frustrating! Oh well we always manage to work things out, i'm SO thankful he's so patient with me...i have a lot of things i have to work out to make our relationship work out but i'm trying really really hard because i want to be with him for a long time! just gotta work at a couple of things that i have embedded into my head. and he is most definitly helping me with it. THANKS BABE!!!
~*Depo*~
Yeah, im on birth control and its starting to fuck with me way bad. Its screwing with my period so i'm having the opposite of whats supposed to happen. and i think because of this crap im having some mood swings, but i dont know x.x
~*Dad and Cindy*~
All is going well here...i think. I barely see them anymore anyways. But i as far as i know they're doing good. n.n
~*John*~
This is one of those spirits needs to stay up things....he keeps calling me and telling me how much he loves and misses me and how he doesnt want to love anyone else, theres only me blah blah blah. then he goes into a two hour shpeal about al this crap he remembers and misses blah blah blah. he's trying to make me feel guilty and i hate him for that. I said i could be his friend, but he's making me not want to be. So i dont know what to do, i dont need guilt trips from people when i feel happy for once.
~*David*~
David's dance show was AWESOME~!!!! His dance (the one he choreographed) was my favorite!!! And his dancing was awesome as well of course! I havent seen or talked to him much because 90% of the time my phone is on vibrate and either in my purse or in my car so i apologize to him! especially for missing his calls this weekend.
~*Other local friends*~
Here's another spirits up thing. Jennie and her fucking boyfriend have been hounding me to write his research paper thats due friday. fuck you guys too! i had told them that i would write their papers if i DIDNT have a job by then! But apparently they didnt hear the part about the job. so yay, im getting used to fucking write a paper thats not even mine. "oh he'll pay you" well thats nice, but i dont have TIME! my main job this week is to get my car registered not your boyfriends fucking research paper he's had ALL semester to write.
Also, Cory. All of a sudden i'm a fucking taxi service. She calls me up and asks me to take her home everyday. yeah, cuz i so go straight home. only not! i usually go visit jeromie so now my schedules going to be fucked up because no one else can drive her. fucking terrific!
~*Car*~
So i got the pink slip to my car, now i have to pay big bucks to get it registered and smoged and such. not to mention i have to get my cali lisence and such. lots of money is going BYE BYE!
~*This Weekend*~
Mother's Day was fun. Jeromie went with me to my Gramma's to see my family. we pretty much slept after we got their saturday and we just goofed around watching movies and playing pool and visiting. i miss my family..oddly enough. even more oddly, mom said nothing about the way i look! crazy! it was fun and we had a HUGE delicious dinner. My gramma's going, but she did look better this visit so i'm trying to figure out if i want her to fight it or if i want her to just let go and be free of all the pain. i want her here...but i dont want her here if she'll be suffering. either way, im trying to keep my hopes up there as well
~*Last Weekend*~
We went to Jeromie's Gramma's and visited. I had fun!! I felt a little out of place, but it was enjoyable to see how his family is :)
~*Work*~
Was really stressful last week. Our computer system wouldnt let us log in and i still had a pile of April work orders that needed to be entered soooooo yeah STRESS!!! so i'm all caught up and i'm just waiting for david to finish his.
Thats all for now.....quit hurraying!!! lol Catch ya'll later!
"Dont look at me in that tone of voice!!!"