Why?????
Anyways, thanks to my sis and friends and my best friend of all, my MOM, I am once again learning to forget him and move on. I know I said I love Jesse, but a new guy has come into my life. Talk about meeting people in weird places. This guy is amazing. And he wears the cologne I got for Brian, how awesome. He is sweet, caring, and an all around amazing guy. He is 23, a little old for me, but we have an amazing connection. We went to Universal Studios together, and it was amazing. It felt nice to be held again and cuddled and cared for. I think I might actually love him, but I dunno. We are both scared of getting our hearts broken. Anyways, I will write more later, but comment you guys. I love most of you. Oh and Adam, I do miss you and good luck with Emily. Take care sweety, bye.