Feb 25, 2004 21:48
so four months till school gets out..the countdown is on! sorry i havent updated in a while but i have had mass crap on my mind lately we got a practice schudule choosing thing the other day in school and im pretty excited cause all my classes cept english12 and senior isssues are going to be elective classes im really glad i got most of my required classes out of the way as a sophmore and junior. so i really hate my job i depsretly need to find a new one.
life the past week has been a little sadneing things have happened that made me really open my eyes. so i like this guy..and for the first time in my life i am not going to worry about "what we are" cause i feel that if things happen..they happen and this is one guy i really feel liek i shouldnt screw things up with and i almost did the other night..sorry about that, ha. ive really thought about things and im not going to take him for granted, and to be completly honest i dont know how i feel about him i thught i liked him alot but i am not sure and now i know how he feels, so im sorry i got upset when i asked u that question the other night. alls i know is that im going to let things run their course.
so i went tanning yesterday and this might sound so funny but i was liek in heaven i went into the turbo ned bc all the regular ones were full and i just fell asleep and it was so nice. i hadnt tanned in like 5 days so it felt good to go.
so i taked to my friend kimi today at lunch and let me tell u..i walkjed away from lunch thinking shes so much cooler then i ever thought she was i swear shes like my twin! we were talking about the summer and how all we want to do is party and we were talking about poercings and tattoos and road trips and stuff..i luv her i remeber when i m,et her last year and she hadnt even kissed a guy and she was so innocent and then she started drinkin and stuff ahh shes the awsomest!!
well im out time to hit the boos..yah right thats code for watch tv or read cosmo! haha..luv ya'll