*Sigh*

[qt4uonly24]

I honestly do not understand why I feel the constant urge to make this my last semester in school. I am just tired of it in general. The stress that it has on me is too much. Maybe I have just lost my mind in all of this but I feel like I don't belong here and like I don't want to be here. I do know that I am just exhausted. No this is not the type of exhausted that will go away after a spring break vacation. This is the type where I have suffered WAY too many years in school and I just don't want to do it anymore. I am holding on only because Drew wants me to. I rather be doing about a billion things every day I come here. I mean it isnt like I am doing bad at all here. In fact this semester I have a better grasp of things. But if I am not happy then what is the use? I constantly regret coming here. Well, not just here, I think I would be this way anywhere I go. It is almost like anything I do I don't want to be doing. When I am not here, or at work all I really can bring myself to do is lay in bed and sleep. When I am not at school I typically don't even open my laptop unless I have something due for class and even then I still struggle. I keep wanting to blame all of this on my hormones because of the patch. It honestly could be. I mean I know there are times that I can just cry. I hate that but sometimes it happens. I feel like such a dork sometimes...

Anyway... On to another note... MY MIDTERM GRADES!!!!

Social science (still dont know what this class is about) I gots a B!!!!
Psychology (Man is crazy) I gots an A!!!
Math (I love this teacher she is such a sweetie) I gots a B!
English (Helps if I turn the paper in that was due last Tuesday) I gots a C..... Yea no exclamation points!

Any way... Today is turning out to be a long day. Im just tired.... Anyway.. This is long enough so im out..

-Tiff