Today....hmmmm what a crazy day
wow it was a crazy day i thought shawn was mad at me and i didnt talk to him all day yesterday so it made me worry even more. latly shantelle has been lying to him so i thought she did it again and convinced him to break up with me but luckily he didnt so it was a good thing. Shantelles lies are really starting to get old i just dont know how to confront her about her lying problem i dont want her to get mad at me but she just doesnt seem to notice how much her lying is affecting our friendship. so any advice on that would be great. Then there is Gabby i kinda just wanna call her up & be like im sry for all the fights we got in to but i just wanna be friends because i was goin through my yearbook from last year & even though we werent talkin i let her sign it well she made me cry when i seen it and we started talkin again but like she became a cheerleader & we are really different but im thinkin now that we are both in highschool she might have matured a little bit so i dunno if i should talk to her or no i know she really did loose my trust by telling 2 people some personal things about me last year but maybe she has changed. hopefully...should i give her a second chance or no???????? tommarow me & shawn have been goin out for a month but i was thinkin the other day me & him have been together for a month & i dunno wither his name is spelt sean or shawn.. i never really asked him & i would feel stupid after this long i always just thought it was sean but i have a feeling that is shawn instead lol im so blond some times i just dont know what to do with myself