Aug 18, 2004 21:11
ok so i am back....i find myself sitting here.. just thinkin about so many things...Ofcourse i think about writing in my journal after i go and check out jory's.. he is always writing how he feels in it... he wrote soemthing which i believe is soo true and i can relate to... "i can't help but feel like they don't completely get me sometimes. Maybe everyone feels like that at one point or another when your a teenager but for some reason it happens to me a lot, and don't even get me started with love"
So Like I Said i am sittin here thinkin bout tons of shit like as to why im not leaving for school in florida...y i gave up so much for joey.. i cared about joey soo much.. i did everything and anything for him... i was t he only person who he resprected 100% at all times.. we would talk for hours on the phone bout ne thing.. even though everyone else swore he was a jerk i knew different... he really wasnt.. he could have a serious convo with you and give u the most logic answers and advice.. noone ever took the time to get to know him, well except for me.. Joey made my senior year such a great one..as i sit here and realize that i am bout to start college in 2 weeks, i think about how i wont be seein him roaming in the halls ne more...i wont here his wise as comments he would scream down the hall at me.. maybe there are some things ill miss bout high school...
i have more to type but i am tired so PEACE OUT!!!!