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I had a very nice conversations with N. today who told me reasons my friends like me. I like her because there is no shame involved when i tell her about the pit of anxiety that is my stomach right now that i don't know how to fill using logic.
It is good that i will soom be unemployed but it is hard to remember that it is good because it seems just crazy.
i'm worried about getting the piece done for the wedding but i need to be able to trust that i can plan it and execute it just fine by then.
the one thing that is perfectly reasonable to be anxious about is the suit. Te only affordable black suit i've een able to find in SF is just too boxy.
It is good that i will soom be unemployed but it is hard to remember that it is good because it seems just crazy.
i'm worried about getting the piece done for the wedding but i need to be able to trust that i can plan it and execute it just fine by then.
the one thing that is perfectly reasonable to be anxious about is the suit. Te only affordable black suit i've een able to find in SF is just too boxy.