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Wow, What a Day. I figured I would start posting agan now that my life is getting intresting.
Well, I talked to Kelly today about "us" and we talked about how i was moving away soon.( i dont blame her for anything, shes awsome though) This blow so much. I can't even have a girlfriend because im moving so soon. Most kids get their senior summer, well it looks like I dont get mine.
Best years of our lives? Does this scare the shit out of anyone else or am I the only one?
I love the way Im with someone truly cool and then I just get up and leave. Sucks ass.
"but doug! your going to college! That will be fun!" Im going to a fucking community college and living at home with my parents. whoop dee doo. Party city! God. Im so scared.
Things im leaving in Fredonia:
My sister
Kelly (and what could have been)
my senior summer
McDonalds (not always bad)
A bunch of memories
my classmates who i dont like 1/2 of them but still... its like my family.\
Im truly feeling shitty. I dont want to move to the goddamn house and i dont want to go to nccfuckingc
GAH! what do i have to look forward to for the next 2 months? Graduation? Work? What? Someone save me! Is this what being growup is sposed to be like? god.
Well, I talked to Kelly today about "us" and we talked about how i was moving away soon.( i dont blame her for anything, shes awsome though) This blow so much. I can't even have a girlfriend because im moving so soon. Most kids get their senior summer, well it looks like I dont get mine.
Best years of our lives? Does this scare the shit out of anyone else or am I the only one?
I love the way Im with someone truly cool and then I just get up and leave. Sucks ass.
"but doug! your going to college! That will be fun!" Im going to a fucking community college and living at home with my parents. whoop dee doo. Party city! God. Im so scared.
Things im leaving in Fredonia:
My sister
Kelly (and what could have been)
my senior summer
McDonalds (not always bad)
A bunch of memories
my classmates who i dont like 1/2 of them but still... its like my family.\
Im truly feeling shitty. I dont want to move to the goddamn house and i dont want to go to nccfuckingc
GAH! what do i have to look forward to for the next 2 months? Graduation? Work? What? Someone save me! Is this what being growup is sposed to be like? god.