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i've been finding myself getting very nervous and skeptical about my major. i get really excited about biology and medical terminology, and i'm really good at both of them if i just pay attention, but i don't know. i just don't really know how i feel about it anymore. anything that i really want to do, like really want to do, i can't because i won't make a living and be able to support my family the way i want to. it doesn't bother me to sacrifice my happiness for that much alone, i guess it still just makes me a little sad or disappointed. that's just something i'll have to get over, i guess.