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Nov 27, 2009 06:16

I understand that we're still friends. Great friends, despite what the *fuckery, I had stirred.
But it is a little hard to get over you.
Especially when you constantly pervade my mind.

Maybe, I just need a little time away from you.
Spend some time away, get to know myself again.
Instead of the self that seeks you.
The self that tries to please you.

Have I only turned into a mere visage of my former?
Where is myself? The self that seeks my own.
My independence, lost within the depths of me.

The price one pays for his indulgence.
Excessive indulgence only turns into addiction.
But doesn't absence make the heart fonder?

Oh, what fuckery this truely is.

*fuckery - word is credited to the one and only, PL.
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