sometimes..
I think about dying, suicide.. and just death in particular. If I die, would anyone mind much? What would it be like? Sometimes when we go to the funeral parlour/ funeral service, I imagine that the dead person is standing somewhere in the corner, watching people gather at their funeral, seeing who is (or is not) grieving. Or maybe they will be like floating on top.. just looking on. Cool huh. I think when I die, I'll just hang around to do that, before going on to where I'm supposed to go. Hm. then i'll maybe make a pao hover in the air, and throw it at some auntie that I don't like. Heh. That would be fun.. Erm actually I've thought about my own death :) (and who to invite) but I wouldnt want to freak people out.
On another note, ERM my tennis injury is STILL.. un-recovered. That sucks like shit. I can walk normally and all, but its occassionally swollen if i walk too much. Its suspected that my nerve is... u know, stuck in between the i dunno, ligament or something or, I'm not really sure either.. But my mum wants me to do a day-surgery. This sucks big-time. I'm quite scared by the way she describes the procedure, to get my nerve unstuck. OMYG. I'm honestly quite unwilling. And i'm gonna attempt to get my license once again. SOON. I WILL GET IT THIS TIME. erm and now me and my brother share a spanking new car. Exciting huh! Just that I dont get to drive it if i dont get my pretty license. so, please god and thanks in advance! :D (and its v coincidental. M just got her car too! lol!) I'm STILL loving school, altho some "optimistic" people tell me its like that in the beginning.. hahaha i still love school! whoo!
ERM my hall-application is getting no news.. omg my hopes are quaffed! not really.. just partially lah. I still got tiny hopes. haha! AND well, I got my contacts. HAHAH of course its nice :p
loves, fiona
On another note, ERM my tennis injury is STILL.. un-recovered. That sucks like shit. I can walk normally and all, but its occassionally swollen if i walk too much. Its suspected that my nerve is... u know, stuck in between the i dunno, ligament or something or, I'm not really sure either.. But my mum wants me to do a day-surgery. This sucks big-time. I'm quite scared by the way she describes the procedure, to get my nerve unstuck. OMYG. I'm honestly quite unwilling. And i'm gonna attempt to get my license once again. SOON. I WILL GET IT THIS TIME. erm and now me and my brother share a spanking new car. Exciting huh! Just that I dont get to drive it if i dont get my pretty license. so, please god and thanks in advance! :D (and its v coincidental. M just got her car too! lol!) I'm STILL loving school, altho some "optimistic" people tell me its like that in the beginning.. hahaha i still love school! whoo!
ERM my hall-application is getting no news.. omg my hopes are quaffed! not really.. just partially lah. I still got tiny hopes. haha! AND well, I got my contacts. HAHAH of course its nice :p
loves, fiona