Jan 06, 2009 21:00
write. smite. bite. tight. light. kite. cite. fight. might. night.
i just want to be left alone. i will reappear when i am damn well ready. im tired of being uncomfortable. i want love. but can't find it. i want passion. but am incapable. i want happiness. but am unworthy. i want knowledge. but am drained. i want life. but there ceases to be blood in my veins. inspire me. motivate me. provoke me. i feel sadness. and then i feel happiness. i try to escape. but someone always catches me.
idk
i kinda just want to be left alone. and think. considering i have avoided my thoughts for so long...and now i want to confront them and no one gives me the opportunity