5 days later!
This is my first personal post. I'm not a writer or an artist of any kind. I'm a regular average person. Who came across the site from Pepsienglish on Youtube. The more I continued lurking reading Misty Flores awesome descriptions of the wonderful Pepsi phenomenon, I felt it was time to join this awesome site. Then I join pepa_silvia community and it was wrap for me. I book marked this on my blackberry and the obsession grew. Lol. Checking every hour for fan fics, pictures, updates, and what ever else was posted. Good times : )
First let me give a semi brief description of my personality. I'm a work-aholic. Not by choice but by upbringing. I go to school full to further my degree in nursing. I'm a giver. I take care of my friends and family before myself. Its cool and I don't mind. Unfortunately it doesn't give me much time to take of myself. I don't have many hobbies besides music. I watch don't too many shows. Nothing really has caught my eye. Plus I barely had time to watch tv. So even if I did I found nothing intriguing to hold my attention. I'm loyal so when I care for something I care %100. No ands, ifs, or buts.
Next brings me to why I am writing something. My friends don't know about my pepsi obsession. Not because I'm embarrassed of it. Truly without a shred of deceptions but in my life I have no secrets with my friends or anything that is just mine. I'm an open book. So call me selfish but I wanted something for myself. Something I could treasure on my night alone. What a rush! That's why it brings me great sadness knowing that I now have no secrets or something I can call my own. The story of Pepsi gave me hope on love and relationships. Now what do I have to hold onto.
I go on the pepsi_silvia community hoping for a miracle or people that feel the same way I do. I feel cheated and robbed. My feelings toyed with by the execs or producers from LHDP. I don't know if I can ever recover from this. This was my Haley's comet. Now its gone. Urgh. How can a tv show that I barely understand have such an effect on me? I feel like a silly sophomoric teenie bopper. Lol
I guess I'm writing this to find some sort of solace. So far I feel the same. Hopefully time will heal.
First let me give a semi brief description of my personality. I'm a work-aholic. Not by choice but by upbringing. I go to school full to further my degree in nursing. I'm a giver. I take care of my friends and family before myself. Its cool and I don't mind. Unfortunately it doesn't give me much time to take of myself. I don't have many hobbies besides music. I watch don't too many shows. Nothing really has caught my eye. Plus I barely had time to watch tv. So even if I did I found nothing intriguing to hold my attention. I'm loyal so when I care for something I care %100. No ands, ifs, or buts.
Next brings me to why I am writing something. My friends don't know about my pepsi obsession. Not because I'm embarrassed of it. Truly without a shred of deceptions but in my life I have no secrets with my friends or anything that is just mine. I'm an open book. So call me selfish but I wanted something for myself. Something I could treasure on my night alone. What a rush! That's why it brings me great sadness knowing that I now have no secrets or something I can call my own. The story of Pepsi gave me hope on love and relationships. Now what do I have to hold onto.
I go on the pepsi_silvia community hoping for a miracle or people that feel the same way I do. I feel cheated and robbed. My feelings toyed with by the execs or producers from LHDP. I don't know if I can ever recover from this. This was my Haley's comet. Now its gone. Urgh. How can a tv show that I barely understand have such an effect on me? I feel like a silly sophomoric teenie bopper. Lol
I guess I'm writing this to find some sort of solace. So far I feel the same. Hopefully time will heal.