It hit me hard today =T
my friend: you are a great friend to have
my friend: everyone would love to hang out with you
me: aww thanks! haha that's so nice of you to say that. you are tooo
my friend: i am being honest
me: hehe.. but you hardly know me
my friend: heck, you even cook people food when they are hungry
me: ahahaha
me: yeah i love doing that
So this guy I've liked since the beginning of the school year, has a girlfriend now. I'm so devastated. I was in shock when he told me just now. I didn't want to talk to him anymore. I think that's why he said that thing up above. He probably knew I liked him and just wanted me to stop stalking/bothering him or something. I mean who would just randomly say that? Why would he say that? Unless.... grrr It took me so many months (until the end of May) to have the courage to talk to him and get to know him. I brought him out to dinner and invited him to my many apartment parties. I baked brownies and cookies for him and his roomies. I basically kissed @$$. He was MINE!! And this evening he hurts me (not intentionally) and told me that his friend, now girlfriend, blah blah blah. I was about to cry. I felt my heart drop to the ground (almost). It was painful. Why do all the good ones have to slip out of my hands so quickly? Why? All that is left are the weird freaky ones! =\ *sigh* It's so hard to find anyone these days. I mean he was perfect. Perfect GPA, perfect ethnicity, height 6'2" (a lil too tall), super kind. *sigh*
Now, reality. -.- I've got nothing. I'm sad now.
my friend: everyone would love to hang out with you
me: aww thanks! haha that's so nice of you to say that. you are tooo
my friend: i am being honest
me: hehe.. but you hardly know me
my friend: heck, you even cook people food when they are hungry
me: ahahaha
me: yeah i love doing that
So this guy I've liked since the beginning of the school year, has a girlfriend now. I'm so devastated. I was in shock when he told me just now. I didn't want to talk to him anymore. I think that's why he said that thing up above. He probably knew I liked him and just wanted me to stop stalking/bothering him or something. I mean who would just randomly say that? Why would he say that? Unless.... grrr It took me so many months (until the end of May) to have the courage to talk to him and get to know him. I brought him out to dinner and invited him to my many apartment parties. I baked brownies and cookies for him and his roomies. I basically kissed @$$. He was MINE!! And this evening he hurts me (not intentionally) and told me that his friend, now girlfriend, blah blah blah. I was about to cry. I felt my heart drop to the ground (almost). It was painful. Why do all the good ones have to slip out of my hands so quickly? Why? All that is left are the weird freaky ones! =\ *sigh* It's so hard to find anyone these days. I mean he was perfect. Perfect GPA, perfect ethnicity, height 6'2" (a lil too tall), super kind. *sigh*
Now, reality. -.- I've got nothing. I'm sad now.