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[qkumbr]

Anxiety forces me to overthink life choices and every possible outcome to the point that it's not worth my effort to pursue them. It's crippling. The shortness of breath, loss of appetite, inability to sleep... any big step I'm forced to take results in those kinds of physical reactions, and they're just debilitating. Oftentimes I'll sit and do nothing just to avoid them.

I know others don't have what I do, because if they did, society would be centuries behind where it is now.

I need help. I know I need it. I'm going to see it... soon. I'm getting there.