Oct 25, 2003 05:40
I went to the mall with my girls from school and we went shopping for a party here at school tomorrow. I hear it's supposed to be off the hook and EVERYONE and they momma comin. Weird, I was mindin my own business and some dude came up to me and was like "hey I know you from somewhere/u look familiar" and I was like "NAH I ain't even from around here!!" and then he was like "nah ma I know you from the internet" LMAO i was SPEECHLESS. He went on and on stuff and how beautiful my lips are, I wasn't giving him any time of day. . so I said "yuh nice to meet u" and kept it moving. AGAIN while I`m at the mall some kid comes up to me like "You look exactly like this girl Desii from the internet" LMAO I was like "oh yeah? thats cool". . and kept it moving. I felt like giving these kids autographs or something. Being broke up, i was so pissed cause i couldnt write a check i started smoking again ;[ I was so aggravated I wanted to just KNOCK SOMEONE DF OUT!!! AH WELL.
i love him
I spoke to my love Jay for a while, got a little upset with him because he mentioned something I don't think I was ready to handle. I love Jay, he's my world! my BEST FRIEND my EVERYTHING. It's too bad the distance comes between us but I would do ANYTHING to be with him. I started to cry when I found out he was talking to another female but I ended up getting over it, I can't be getting upset especially if we're not together. If Jay and I are meant to be then we will. . .some day I just hope it's someday REAL SOON. Jay hunnii I LOVE YOU, and I pray to god everyday that I never EVER lose you. THANKS for ALWAYS being there for me and for being such a great FRIEND.