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Right now it's kind of a tought time in my life, for many reasons. My b/f doesn't really have time for me, which really isn't his fault he has to work, and has college and still has to sleep... kinda hard finding time in the middle of that... so we're taking a break and i'm kinda depressed because of it. I'm not sure why but my aunts death has really been getting to me latley. She died in October of last year, and it's hasn't really bothered me this bad since she's been gone. i guess i've come to the realization that she is never comeing back and it's hard to think about... and then on top of all that my dad has gotten back together w/ his ex-wife and i barley ever see him or talk to him now. He has his family back so he really doesn't give a shit about me or my sister paige any more. I dont know why this suprises me.. it's been like this since i was 6 when he left my mom for her... or wait was i 5...?? Anyways... i've decided to keep this journal instead of blurty... just because there are many things in my past that i want to forget about that are written in that journal.. and when i read my past written entries it just reminds me of the pain i've gone thru. Leave me comments...
Marquise
Marquise