my toughts on relationships

Nov 26, 2003 00:23

Finally managed to catch up with Jr. He dragged me to his friend's birthday party. It was great seeing him again and actually find out how he was doing actually. All the while, I was not worried about him. To me he seemed to be strong, sensible and wise. He was whom I ran to for relationship problems, or needed a shoulder to cry on. He was whom thought me to be strong. But this time, it was his turn. He has fallen to deep in the game of love. So deep that he is blinded by what is true and what matters.

Only last year I dealt with a tragedy which includes deceit, lies and death. For those who knows, it was a though time for me. But I got out of it with help of friends. Friends who are there for me, even when I did not contact them for months. This year round relationship problems around me arise. Maybe many feels to break up before the new year starts. Silly and stupid I must say... they will come out with the most ridiculous reasons. Like 'I am not good enough for you', 'you deserve someone better', 'I am suffocating!', 'I need some time to think about this relationship'. Didn't we use these before? Sounds familiar? All these means usually, I want to get out of this...

When is time to give up? I believe, time itself will tell. Time will tell, whether it is meant to be or not. There is not point to force it.

To Jr, be strong... it is not worth committing suicide because of him, he will get over it and forget all about you... look at me i got over it... and i am even better off...t
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