Someone is waiting (nuguseyo)
Title: Someone is waiting
Pairing: Jaeho/Yijung
Rating: PG-13
Wordcount: 4,865
Summary: Jaeho is torn between supporting his alpha and the boy he can't get away from.
Warnings: Language, mentions of drug use
Notes: Werewolf AU inspired by History's, "난 너한테 뭐야 (What am I to you)" MV. Title/lyrics from here.
( When there's nothing left, Jaeho runs. )
Pairing: Jaeho/Yijung
Rating: PG-13
Wordcount: 4,865
Summary: Jaeho is torn between supporting his alpha and the boy he can't get away from.
Warnings: Language, mentions of drug use
Notes: Werewolf AU inspired by History's, "난 너한테 뭐야 (What am I to you)" MV. Title/lyrics from here.
( When there's nothing left, Jaeho runs. )
sihyung... humm. although he does not appear a lot, I really liked him. maybe because in that part of the storyline it was late in the night, but I thought it suited him well. he was ... mysterious like his image is, and this was refreshing considering I always write him completely embarrassing. he was like collected and the whole dokyun/sihyung relationship, and them not telling it to jaeho and being all secretive about it and I WANT TO KNOW TOO
(THANK YOU FOR THIS WONDERFUL SECRET OTP OF MINE, i'm delighted. If Jaeyi is my OTP in History, giant couple are second. you're the best. you didn't even know)
now I'm in love with your dokyun, because he's reponsible and honest and poor jaeho, and he tries to fix kyungil's mistakes on his own and he makes my heart hurt when he leaves alone and it's not supposed to be him to do this. It should be kyungil and not him, yet he does, and he's really mature, and calm, and all secretive like sihyung and I don't know, that:
" Dokyun and Sihyung both have a knack for creating a terribly awkward atmosphere. They seem happy to close themselves off, live in their own private worlds. Maybe it isn't so strange they decided to join their worlds under one roof. "
really did make sense. I forgot things about him because i had a lot to say because i think this is one of the character i liked the most?
and then Jaeho... really hurt me in a way. Because he doesn't really face it himself, doesn't really want to understand what he feels about yijung for it would be not ok with his alpha and such, so he just supress it? But he's also always being out of things and he has literally no one, and nothing. it kinda felt like this, if i'm wrong tell me, and it made it even more bitter, because yes, kyungil screwed up and he screwed yijung's life (and kyungil's a total coward in my eyes), but also the ones of the other werewolves and among them jaeho's one and ... what can he really do about it? and in the future he'll have to assume the mess that is between kyungil and yijung despite his feelings for the young one and this is so not ok, poor jaeho, let me heal your wounds.
I wish yijung could only see how much jaeho takes care of him ? the :
"You spoil him," Dokyun counters. "But he doesn't want to be spoiled by you."
really hurt me and yeah... although yijung is hurt too, of course he is, and he wished everything would come back like it was before, but kyungil's kinda an asshole for now so he should just... grow up too. even though it's difficult, that's what i think. I DON'T KNOW I'M SO SORRY CONFUSED THOUGHTS HERE
ANYWAY, jaeho hurt me in an untold way. and i love his characterization and everything, and just him?? and he has flaws but he does his best in a way, and he's just there, and lost, but no one really cares about him he has only himself and he cares for yijung mostly who is beyond hurt by kyungil is alpha and i don't know it was really well written, because you could feel it without all of this being clearly said. and i loved it.
I WANTED TO ADD MORE, I4M SURE OF IT. BUT I'LL JUST STOP, i'm so confused right now hahaha
I'm still so so so sorry that i've only commented now ;; i hope you'll forgive me ;;
I'M SO THANKFUL FOR THIS FIC YOU JUST DON'T KNOW HOW MUCH, IT WAS BEYOND ALL OF MY EXPECTATIONS (because although i wanted a jaeyi fic with a jealous jaeho, i also did this exchange so i could write and challenge myself and in the end i was almost more excited about posting the fic i wrote than receiving the one that was for me, but THIS, was the best aqsxcfghaqsdfgazsdfgh)
THANK YOU AGAIN, I'LL LEAVE NOW ♥
Reply
(Ah, I had a feeling that commenting on your History fic would make me obvious when this was posted, but I didn't really care. ;; I really enjoyed your story!!)
To be honest I only kind of liked Jaeho/Yijung as a couple before, but writing this made me see their potential. :D (Giant couple is my OTP, which is probably obvious since I threw them in here for no good reason, haha.) There were some things I wish I had done better. I think I made Kyungil a little too unrelatable because in my mind he was this perfect alpha who just lost control thanks to a moment of weakness, a.k.a Yijung, and then can't seem to get on his feet again. I don't think I did a good job of conveying that.
On a side note, I'm so glad you liked my Dokyun because he is my absolute favorite and I love him so much!!
Anyway, thank you so much for reading and commenting! I'm so glad you requested History so that I could write this. :3
Reply
no no, i was really looking forward to it so when it was here i jumped and got all excited hahaah.
Hahahahah i'm ok, even though it got way beyond what I asked, because this was perfect anyhow, and I don't care. I just wanted a jealous jaeho at some point as I had written, and this was BEYOND ALL EXPECTATIONS lmao not at all what i expected but sooo so great hahaha !
You can be proud of yourself, you didn't disappoint me at all TT I was so glad really thank you again ♥
aand aaah, yeah, I'm getting used to write history now, well more like jaeyi. I'm glad I was here to prompt you with History keke !
( Aaaaah probably, well ... well it could have not been though ahaha but i already knew you from before, this is maybe part of why i went to look for you and such. I'm glad it was you haha.
And I'm so glad you enjoyed it really TT . I liked writing it but it was hard, especially since I don't ship Dokyun and Kyungil at all and doesn't have a thing for cheating at all?? but it was fun and interesting to write and i thought i would have probably never written something such as this on my own haha. I tried a very experimental thing for this fic too so I'm glad you liked it even though some parts were rushed TT I was also afraid no one would read it. )
Aaaah. Well they're not the most popular ship either? Or i guess they weren't at first haha, mostly because of yijung/kyungil but hum... I shipped them since the beginning (with my friends dan and gizem -you must know their url i guess haha, j-aeho and histales?- ) and well the more I knew about them the more I fell in love with their relationship? I don't want to go too much in details because I would just invade you with them haha but I really love how they're always bickering and their complicity at times and such things. And how Jaeho always tend to talk about yijung everywhere (like every fucking where) and how you can see he cares and I don't know. I really love them like this, it's an affinity that I love.
( HAHAHAHAH IT WAS MORE THAN OK, I love them anyway I was glad to see them cries ♥ )
*nods* I think so, probably. Because I couldn't really... pity or feel compassion for kyungil. but part of it is also because you only see him right now when he's already down and drowning himself and when others have to take responsability for him although it's not their role. But it's ok. The others characters were really good ^^
YEEES, your dokyun was just .. I WANTED TO HUG HIM AND YET STAY AWAY BECAUSE HE WAS SO CALM AND COMPOSED YET I DON'T KNOW. I REALLY liked him.
I'm glad too keke !
(to be honest, you already know my sister :3 it's kind of a long story but yeah, you do hahaha. And I LOOOVE your fandoms, you have such good tastes *sobs*)
Reply
Reply
Leave a comment