Ranting about.......the d word.
It's really frustrating
when you can't get certain steps
when you feel that you're not improving
when you feel that you're the only one being stagnant while everyone soars
when you no longer feel the happiness
when you are so consumed with stress and you wonder
where's the joy in dancing?
It's really frustrating
when you really want to practice at home but there's simply no time.
It's really frustrating
when you told yourself you will never get emo over dance and you ended up being
It's really frustrating
when you start to question if you can dance
It was just a really bad day yesterday
topped with nutrition exam thoughts during dance class
couldn't concentrate
couldn't get the steps
couldn't get the feel
the weak smiles
the strained smiles
i
really wanted to cry man
and oh how i hate to cry.
told myself it's just one day
will be alive again the next
and it's a brand new day today...which yes
I am getting back the positive vibe....slowly
dancing has always made me so happy
and it was shocking...to me that it didn't seem that way yesterday
I want to find the happiness back.
badly.
It's different from the frustrations felt when i tried contemp
maybe coz hiphop's always been my love
and it sucked to see yourself suck at something you love.
sh*t
i sound so freaking emofied lah.
xD
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On the other hand,
I really really really really really really really really want to go for korea summer exchange.
I really really really really really really really really hope all 3 of us can go together in the end (:
I really really really really really really really really need a break from school.
Qi wants to fly.fly away.
