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Title: Names (just thought of it...but it's really bad...just ignore it...)
Pairing: NinoxSho
Rating: PG-13 I guess
Disclaimer (?): i don't own Arashi, nor am I in any way related to then. This is all fiction.
Warning: ...just don't take ir too seriously please i don't know what i did.
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Satoshi-kun. Why Satoshi-kun? And that was when they were on camera because if they weren't he would just call him Satoshi, or worst, Toshi, but that only happened when they were drunk. Still, it was enough to make Nino's blood boil, after all, it wasn't fair, was it? Why did Riida got to be called by his first name when he just called him Nino? Wasn't he as important? What made Riida so special? They couldn't be in a relationship, not without the rest of then knowing...but then again Oh-chan had always been good at keeping secrets. But even if they were, Nino didn't care, he had no special feelings whatsoever for ANY of his bandmates, really!, he just felt that if Sho could call their leader Satoshi then he could call him Kazunari...or Kazu...or maybe...
The sound indicating that he had lost a life on his game jerked him off of his thoughts. Only then did he realised Aiba's face was almost touching his.
"AIBA! Back off would you?"
"Are you ok, Nino-chan? You look off today."
Why was Aiba always so good at noticing other people's feelings?
"I'm fine. Just don't get so close to me."
Aiba pouted, but before he could say anything else Sho entered their green room.
"Satoooooooooshiii!" He sat on the couch next to Ohno, and were both siting opposite Nino "Do you have chopstick? I need it!!"
'Why does he act so spoiled when he's with Riida?' Nino was suddenly very mad so he got to his feet and he left but not before shooting the Yama pair a death glare, which went completely unnoticed by the two.
It was however seen by Aiba who got ready to follow his best friend when Jun took his arm. "Leave him" he mumbled sho Sho and Ohno couldn't hear "He doesn't even know why he's so mad, there's nothing you can do."
Aiba looked at the door from which nino had left once more before sitting down. He sighed.
"He's too oblivious when it comes too himself"
Jun chuckled, "He really is."
On the other couch Sho was laughing with Ohno, comletely unaware that his other bandmate had left the room rather annoyed at him.
Meanwhile, Nino was cursing at himself. Why the hell did it bother him so much seeing Sho cling to Ohno and call him Satoshi?
He wasn't jealous, of course. He didn't have feelings for Ohno, he just enyojed groping him beacuse it made Jun mad, and Nino decided long ago he would torture him until he confessed to their leader.
So no, he wasn't jealous because of Ohno. He was jealous because, no, wait, he wasn't jealous at all. He couldn't be. He didn't care that sho was close to Riida, it's not as if he wanted sho to be close to him, touch his arm, hold his hand, k...
"GOD, SHUT UP!!"
"Who are you talking to?"
Nino didn't know when it had happened but Sho was standing behind him quite amused with his behaviour.
"Noone. What are you doing here?" He sounded mad, he couldn't help it.
A look of hurt flashed through Sho's face but he hid it quickly and well.
"Satoshi send me to look for you. Filming is starting."
"Well, let's go then. We wouldn't want to make Satoshi wait"
He didn't wait to see how Sho reacted to his, deliberately hurtful, tone. He just walked away, not turning around, If he had, maybe he would have seen the sadness and confusion Sho didn't feel like hiding.
Filming went well. After all, Nino was a great actor. Even when Sho and Ohno had started dancing he managed to laugh. He tought he hid a great job hiding the fact that he pretty much felt like crap and would much rather do a thousand more situps than stay watching them. But he was confident he had fooled everyone. He was wrong of course.
"How are you?" asked Aiba when the others had already left for the greenroom.
"What do you mean?" if Aiba had realised something was bothering him, Nino was not going to admit it. He was nothing if not stubborn.
"You are mad at Sho-chan. Why?"
It was a question, but Nino had a feeling Aiba knew the answer, even Nino wasn't sure himself.
"I don't know ok? I just know that he treats Riida differentle than what he treats us. And..and..that's not fair to...to Jun...He loves Riida and Sho is..."
"Don't use me as an excuse" Jun's voice was calm. He wasn't angry, he loved his bandmates and 12 years together had taught him to be patiente with them.
"We are tired of waiting for you to realise how you feel..."
"I'm not in love with Ohno if that's what you mean" Nino interrupted.
"We are not talking about Ohno so stop playing dumb!"
Both Nino and Jun froze. It was weird to see Aiba so agitated.
"Just go talk to Sho. If you won't admit how you feel about him," Nino opened his mouth to protest but aiba just raised the volume and kept going "then at least admit you want him to treat you different! Please Nino just do it..." his voice had become a whisper.
Nino didn't move. He just stared at his best friends who was looking at the floor.
"Please.." Aiba repeated, voice threatening to breake.
Jun took Aiba by the arm ("Come on, Aiba-chan") and led him to the greenroom leaving Nino alone in the hallway.
He doesn't know how long he stood there. Someone put a hand on his shoulder and he turned around only to come face to face with Sho.
"Yo! Did you know that MatsuJun was in love with Satoshi? He just confessed and they are dating now. They even kicked Aiba-chan and me out of the room, can you believe it?" Sho was laughing, clearly very happy for his bandmates.
"you must be sad you lost your Precious Satoshi" Nino didn't recognized himself. Why was he saying such spiteful words?
Sho stopped laughing immediatly.
"Nino why are you mad at me? Did I do something? And what's all this crap about my 'Precious Satoshi'?"Any sign of the rapper's good mood was now gone, but Nino wasn't one to back off.
"You know what I'm talking about"
"No, I don't" Sho interrupted, "If anything i'd think you'd bee mad at MatsuJun for taking Satoshi away from you"
"I DON'T LOVE OH-CHAN" Nino was shouting so loud his throat was hurting "I LOVE..."
He managed to stop himself there somehow. After an awkard silense that could have lasted a second but felt like an hour, Sho spoke up.
"Well... who do you love?"
Nino didn't answer, choosing to stare at the floor instead.
"Fine if you won't answer then at least tell me why you're so mad."
"I'm not mad," Nino's voice was so low Sho had to get closer to him to understand what he was saying "it's just...I've been thinking...are you in love with Oh-chan?"
"What?"
"Well, beacuse you call him Satoshi and you call me Nino and it makes me feel...well...it seems as if you treat Riida different and I...and Jun-kun probably doesn't like it."
"So this is about MatsuJun?"
"Yes...well...no...I..."
Nino was at a complete loss for words. He didn't understand what he was doing, or feeling, and he was clearly not making any sense, being that Sho was staring at him like he had gone mad.
"Nino," Sho put his hand on the smallers man shoulder, slightly shortening the distance between them "let me see if I got this right. You don't like me calling Satoshi by his first name because it makes you think that I feel different about him than I do about you."
Nino felt his cheeks redden and fixed his eyes on his shoes to hide it.
"Yes" he mumbled.
Neither of them spoke. When Nino was about to look up to see why Sho was so silent, the rapper spoke again.
"Do you want me to feel different about you?"
Sho's hand on Nino's chin forced him to look straight into the taller man's eyes.
You should know that Nino was a great liar. Even in a situation like this, where he wasn't really thinking clearly, he could if he wanted make everything pass as a joke, a Ni no Arashi. But he couldn't, not when he was staring right into Sho's eyes. Eyes that were begging for an answer. Eyes that were hoping for something, even though Nino didn't exactly what. And since he couldn't lie, he told the truth.
"I want you to feel different about me. I love you Sho-chan."
It wasn't only the first time he had said it out loud, it was also the first time he had adimitted it to himself. And now there he was, telling the person itself his feelings. And that person was laughing.
Sho was kneelingon the ground with tears on his eyes and his shoulders shaking from the laughter. nino, on the other hand, was staring in disbelief at his bandmate, the man he loved, the man who was most probably going to reject him any minute now.
He decided he would feel heartbroken later, for now he just felt like beating the crap out of Sho. but before he could, Sho grabbed his hand and pulled him to the ground with him.
When they were once gain face to face, Sho took Nino's face in his hands and kissed him gently on the lips.
"I love you too, Kazu. i'm surprised you didn't know."
Sho laughed again, he couldn't help it with the face Nino was making. The younger man didn't know if he was more shocked (and happy) by the fact that Sho loved him and had called him Kazu, or by the fact that he was useless at reading the situation and had chosen what was most probably the worst moment to laugh. He decided to focus on the first one for now.
"Kazu, did you hear me?"
"You love me?"
"And you love me, now let's go to the greenroom, it's not fair if only Satoshi and MatsuJun get to use it."
He tried to stand up but Nino's grip on his shirt made him fall back to the floor.
"Kiss me again Sho-chan."
All signs of the previously shocked and flustered Nino were gone and he was back to his bratty teasing self with a smirk on his face.
"I see you woke up"
Sho was smiling too and brought their lips together one more time in more demanding eager kiss. When they broke apart, gasping for air, Nino made one more request.
"Take me home, Sho-chan."
And sho was more than happy to oblige.
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I can't find the button to hide all this so i'm just gonna post it like this and hide it later... found it
Pairing: NinoxSho
Rating: PG-13 I guess
Disclaimer (?): i don't own Arashi, nor am I in any way related to then. This is all fiction.
Warning: ...just don't take ir too seriously please i don't know what i did.
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Satoshi-kun. Why Satoshi-kun? And that was when they were on camera because if they weren't he would just call him Satoshi, or worst, Toshi, but that only happened when they were drunk. Still, it was enough to make Nino's blood boil, after all, it wasn't fair, was it? Why did Riida got to be called by his first name when he just called him Nino? Wasn't he as important? What made Riida so special? They couldn't be in a relationship, not without the rest of then knowing...but then again Oh-chan had always been good at keeping secrets. But even if they were, Nino didn't care, he had no special feelings whatsoever for ANY of his bandmates, really!, he just felt that if Sho could call their leader Satoshi then he could call him Kazunari...or Kazu...or maybe...
The sound indicating that he had lost a life on his game jerked him off of his thoughts. Only then did he realised Aiba's face was almost touching his.
"AIBA! Back off would you?"
"Are you ok, Nino-chan? You look off today."
Why was Aiba always so good at noticing other people's feelings?
"I'm fine. Just don't get so close to me."
Aiba pouted, but before he could say anything else Sho entered their green room.
"Satoooooooooshiii!" He sat on the couch next to Ohno, and were both siting opposite Nino "Do you have chopstick? I need it!!"
'Why does he act so spoiled when he's with Riida?' Nino was suddenly very mad so he got to his feet and he left but not before shooting the Yama pair a death glare, which went completely unnoticed by the two.
It was however seen by Aiba who got ready to follow his best friend when Jun took his arm. "Leave him" he mumbled sho Sho and Ohno couldn't hear "He doesn't even know why he's so mad, there's nothing you can do."
Aiba looked at the door from which nino had left once more before sitting down. He sighed.
"He's too oblivious when it comes too himself"
Jun chuckled, "He really is."
On the other couch Sho was laughing with Ohno, comletely unaware that his other bandmate had left the room rather annoyed at him.
Meanwhile, Nino was cursing at himself. Why the hell did it bother him so much seeing Sho cling to Ohno and call him Satoshi?
He wasn't jealous, of course. He didn't have feelings for Ohno, he just enyojed groping him beacuse it made Jun mad, and Nino decided long ago he would torture him until he confessed to their leader.
So no, he wasn't jealous because of Ohno. He was jealous because, no, wait, he wasn't jealous at all. He couldn't be. He didn't care that sho was close to Riida, it's not as if he wanted sho to be close to him, touch his arm, hold his hand, k...
"GOD, SHUT UP!!"
"Who are you talking to?"
Nino didn't know when it had happened but Sho was standing behind him quite amused with his behaviour.
"Noone. What are you doing here?" He sounded mad, he couldn't help it.
A look of hurt flashed through Sho's face but he hid it quickly and well.
"Satoshi send me to look for you. Filming is starting."
"Well, let's go then. We wouldn't want to make Satoshi wait"
He didn't wait to see how Sho reacted to his, deliberately hurtful, tone. He just walked away, not turning around, If he had, maybe he would have seen the sadness and confusion Sho didn't feel like hiding.
Filming went well. After all, Nino was a great actor. Even when Sho and Ohno had started dancing he managed to laugh. He tought he hid a great job hiding the fact that he pretty much felt like crap and would much rather do a thousand more situps than stay watching them. But he was confident he had fooled everyone. He was wrong of course.
"How are you?" asked Aiba when the others had already left for the greenroom.
"What do you mean?" if Aiba had realised something was bothering him, Nino was not going to admit it. He was nothing if not stubborn.
"You are mad at Sho-chan. Why?"
It was a question, but Nino had a feeling Aiba knew the answer, even Nino wasn't sure himself.
"I don't know ok? I just know that he treats Riida differentle than what he treats us. And..and..that's not fair to...to Jun...He loves Riida and Sho is..."
"Don't use me as an excuse" Jun's voice was calm. He wasn't angry, he loved his bandmates and 12 years together had taught him to be patiente with them.
"We are tired of waiting for you to realise how you feel..."
"I'm not in love with Ohno if that's what you mean" Nino interrupted.
"We are not talking about Ohno so stop playing dumb!"
Both Nino and Jun froze. It was weird to see Aiba so agitated.
"Just go talk to Sho. If you won't admit how you feel about him," Nino opened his mouth to protest but aiba just raised the volume and kept going "then at least admit you want him to treat you different! Please Nino just do it..." his voice had become a whisper.
Nino didn't move. He just stared at his best friends who was looking at the floor.
"Please.." Aiba repeated, voice threatening to breake.
Jun took Aiba by the arm ("Come on, Aiba-chan") and led him to the greenroom leaving Nino alone in the hallway.
He doesn't know how long he stood there. Someone put a hand on his shoulder and he turned around only to come face to face with Sho.
"Yo! Did you know that MatsuJun was in love with Satoshi? He just confessed and they are dating now. They even kicked Aiba-chan and me out of the room, can you believe it?" Sho was laughing, clearly very happy for his bandmates.
"you must be sad you lost your Precious Satoshi" Nino didn't recognized himself. Why was he saying such spiteful words?
Sho stopped laughing immediatly.
"Nino why are you mad at me? Did I do something? And what's all this crap about my 'Precious Satoshi'?"Any sign of the rapper's good mood was now gone, but Nino wasn't one to back off.
"You know what I'm talking about"
"No, I don't" Sho interrupted, "If anything i'd think you'd bee mad at MatsuJun for taking Satoshi away from you"
"I DON'T LOVE OH-CHAN" Nino was shouting so loud his throat was hurting "I LOVE..."
He managed to stop himself there somehow. After an awkard silense that could have lasted a second but felt like an hour, Sho spoke up.
"Well... who do you love?"
Nino didn't answer, choosing to stare at the floor instead.
"Fine if you won't answer then at least tell me why you're so mad."
"I'm not mad," Nino's voice was so low Sho had to get closer to him to understand what he was saying "it's just...I've been thinking...are you in love with Oh-chan?"
"What?"
"Well, beacuse you call him Satoshi and you call me Nino and it makes me feel...well...it seems as if you treat Riida different and I...and Jun-kun probably doesn't like it."
"So this is about MatsuJun?"
"Yes...well...no...I..."
Nino was at a complete loss for words. He didn't understand what he was doing, or feeling, and he was clearly not making any sense, being that Sho was staring at him like he had gone mad.
"Nino," Sho put his hand on the smallers man shoulder, slightly shortening the distance between them "let me see if I got this right. You don't like me calling Satoshi by his first name because it makes you think that I feel different about him than I do about you."
Nino felt his cheeks redden and fixed his eyes on his shoes to hide it.
"Yes" he mumbled.
Neither of them spoke. When Nino was about to look up to see why Sho was so silent, the rapper spoke again.
"Do you want me to feel different about you?"
Sho's hand on Nino's chin forced him to look straight into the taller man's eyes.
You should know that Nino was a great liar. Even in a situation like this, where he wasn't really thinking clearly, he could if he wanted make everything pass as a joke, a Ni no Arashi. But he couldn't, not when he was staring right into Sho's eyes. Eyes that were begging for an answer. Eyes that were hoping for something, even though Nino didn't exactly what. And since he couldn't lie, he told the truth.
"I want you to feel different about me. I love you Sho-chan."
It wasn't only the first time he had said it out loud, it was also the first time he had adimitted it to himself. And now there he was, telling the person itself his feelings. And that person was laughing.
Sho was kneelingon the ground with tears on his eyes and his shoulders shaking from the laughter. nino, on the other hand, was staring in disbelief at his bandmate, the man he loved, the man who was most probably going to reject him any minute now.
He decided he would feel heartbroken later, for now he just felt like beating the crap out of Sho. but before he could, Sho grabbed his hand and pulled him to the ground with him.
When they were once gain face to face, Sho took Nino's face in his hands and kissed him gently on the lips.
"I love you too, Kazu. i'm surprised you didn't know."
Sho laughed again, he couldn't help it with the face Nino was making. The younger man didn't know if he was more shocked (and happy) by the fact that Sho loved him and had called him Kazu, or by the fact that he was useless at reading the situation and had chosen what was most probably the worst moment to laugh. He decided to focus on the first one for now.
"Kazu, did you hear me?"
"You love me?"
"And you love me, now let's go to the greenroom, it's not fair if only Satoshi and MatsuJun get to use it."
He tried to stand up but Nino's grip on his shirt made him fall back to the floor.
"Kiss me again Sho-chan."
All signs of the previously shocked and flustered Nino were gone and he was back to his bratty teasing self with a smirk on his face.
"I see you woke up"
Sho was smiling too and brought their lips together one more time in more demanding eager kiss. When they broke apart, gasping for air, Nino made one more request.
"Take me home, Sho-chan."
And sho was more than happy to oblige.
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I can't find the button to hide all this so i'm just gonna post it like this and hide it later... found it