What is life but a dream?
I got accepted into Dell Arte. Not sure what to feel. I am really happy that out of however many people applying i am one of the the people that got in but also not sure if i even want to go there. Or anywhere i am applying for that matter. You only have so much time before you are forced to grow up. Before that time comes when i get responsibilities and money problems ect. I want to see the world without any hold ups. Theres plenty of time to go out and get your life planned exactly the way you wnat. BUt after that? When everything you wanted is accomplished (or not accomplished) then your stuck. Sure you might want to do some travling then, but it will never be as free as it is right now. So why not wait? why does everyone feel this urgency to get things done right this instant? Unless your rich, and lets face it not many of us are, life is going to be full of hard work and responsibilities, things that are going to hold you back forever never is the opportunity as ripe as right now, when your young and theres nothing holding you back. Thats the way i feel anyway. But i am still not sure if the nezt step i need to take is go to a school taht will actually inspire me for once. That would be a nice change from dragging my ass to class every weekday. Well whatever comes of this i hope i choose the best one. And i know there will always be unknowns, i will always wonder what would have happend if i chose the other way but thats just the way life is i guess. You just gotta suck it up and move on. Listen to me, a 17 year old girl with hardly any life experience under her belt whining about her future and making up dumb philisophies. Someday i will look back and laugh. Fuck someday, im laughing now.