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Jun 16, 2010 02:00

Okay, look.  You all might think I'm this horrible person or whatever, but I'm not, okay?

Yeah, I flipped out.  So what?  I'm human, okay?  My entire life just got flipped around.  I moved out of my house.  The way I've always lived and the way I can only remember living is gone and I'm stuck in a new house with new rules and new people.  Nothing is the same.  I don't have privacy, I don't have most of my furniture, I can't walk around in my underwear anymore, I'm not used to any of it and it sucks.  I'm doing my best to adjust, but I hate it.  It's no offense to you or anything, Kurt.  It'd be the same as if I moved in with anybody.

Glee is a wreck.  I'm trying to stay positive, but everyone seems to want to give up, which is not cool at all.  I'm all stressed trying to think of songs we can do and dances and stuff, but I'm not really good at that stuff.

So, yeah, I said some stupid stuff and I know that.  But I didn't call you a... well, you know.  It was the stuff.  It was all just too much.  My old room had cowboy wallpaper.  Cowboy wallpaper.  I don't know why you thought it would be okay to change everything without even asking me, Kurt.  I was just getting used to your room the way it was.  I have enough changes going on, I didn't need that too.

I'm sorry I flipped out on you, Kurt, but you know me.  I'm not one of those stupid guys who picks on you because you're... different.  I lost my temper and I wasn't thinking.  Something had to give and the whole new room thing really set me off.

[locked to Kurt]
It's just that you're a little eager sometimes.  No offense or anything, but it's kinda creepy.  You're always there, even when I just want to be left alone.  I didn't mean to say all those nasty things to you, especially the shower thing.  It was really mean.  I guess I just assumed by the way you act toward me sometimes that you liked me, so I got paranoid.

I really, really wish you didn't talk about it on your journal though.  Now, everyone thinks I'm this huge dick when you know I'm not.  Don't we have enough drama in Glee as it is?
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Brittany... you're awesome.  Thanks for being awesome.

things: drama, people: brittany, things: moving, places: home, people: kurt

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