This can only happen to Janai!

May 26, 2005 22:01

Omg..Well u guyz kn0w that todaii was the Award Ceremony and i was all excited bout getting a trophie bcuz i kn0w i may not be the quitest pers0n in class but i am smart and i may not study but i could get things quickly!And well i got there and 0mg i lo0ked so0 nice todaii and so0 did everybody else!i hurried my m0m so0 much bcuz we got there at 7 on the d0t and Diana had kinda saved me a seat in baqk of her...Thanks Eliza Diana and Giselle..w0w u guyz lo0ked AMAZING!and 0mgggg todaii was a m0ment for me seeing Diana with MAKEUP w0w i know....And Tere lo0ked super pretty and so0 did giselle and Eliza.Well i knew i was going to get the awards for Social Studies right and i was waiting f0r it and when it came they didn't say my name and i was panicking..It was hilarious!!!And at the end i didn't get anything!!!So0 i go to these girls 0mg if Mr.Suarez skipped my name ill swear i'll go up on the stage and kiqk him in the balls.Well after the assembly i went to the stage to talk to Mrs.Garcia about what had happened and she t0ld me that since Mrs.Add gave me a B in conduct in the first 9 weeks i didnt get my trophy!That mother F***ing biatch!!!I can't believe her!!!!!!!And then my m0m got all last year u did better bcuz my mind was more on sko0l then in other things and that she was so0 ashamed of me...I started to cry not bcuz of the stupid plastic trophy just bcuz my m0m has given me so0 much and i can't even make her proud to say for at least one nite "thats my daughter"...i kn0w she d0esn't realize how much it hurts me when she tells me things like this bcuz all i want to do is be someone in life to sh0w her i understand all the rought times she went through to give me an education and things she never had.Well n0w im studying f0r Mrs.Add's final tomorr0w and math im going to S'd bcuz hello i was the one who explained to the class how to get every 60 freaking questions on the review bcuz Mrs.Pachecos throat was hurting and she had asked me for that favor..I wish i had someone to help me out bcuz my boyfriend hasn't even called me the whole daii to ask me how it went or anything..he just got out of night sko0l so0 he has like no excuse...What am i going to do with that relationship??..I dont wan't to make another mistake like i did in the pass and regret ending it bcuz i do care about him a l0t..Maybe to0 much well g2g x0x0x tomorrows another daii
-The 1 N Only Janai
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