We'LL SEE
well well well...where do i begin?
finally i move on from this guy james that i've been throught alot w/, and we eventually lost touch. and found an amazing guy...allen. so me and allen are taking things slow but pretty much intersted in each other and no one else. that is until james comes back in my life.
at first i was just like "yeah james i'm interested in some-1 else" eventually i realized that i still want something to happen, especially when it was going to until i moved away and i thought i was staying. i moved back of course and when i did he came into my mind first. i'm not usually the type to make crazy decision for a guy, or really do anything for a guy. so yeah i called and he never really called back. then i got a new number and texted everybody on my phone...saying that i have a new number...he calls back. and we've been talking for 2.5 weeks so far. meanwhile...
me and allen are talking also. pretty much we want the same thing, which is basically a relationship but go slow so it develops and it becomes something much more...later on, and to just chill and enjoy something now and live life. BUT (yeah always a catch) james is going to ask me out next time i see him. so i don't want to rush and get into a relationship w/ james always wondering "what would've happened" and vice versa w/ allen.
::SOLUTION::
well i spent time w/ james yesterday, and i plan on spending the weekend w/ allen. hopefully i'll be able to make up my mind. if not then i'll just tell james not yet and wait and see what happens. shit if i waited for james he can wait for me.
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Yeah sounds dramtic but it's not so bad, it's just a lil dilema that i'll get over. knowing my luck i'll find someone completely new and not worry about this problem. which would actually make life a tad easier. we'll see...
finally i move on from this guy james that i've been throught alot w/, and we eventually lost touch. and found an amazing guy...allen. so me and allen are taking things slow but pretty much intersted in each other and no one else. that is until james comes back in my life.
at first i was just like "yeah james i'm interested in some-1 else" eventually i realized that i still want something to happen, especially when it was going to until i moved away and i thought i was staying. i moved back of course and when i did he came into my mind first. i'm not usually the type to make crazy decision for a guy, or really do anything for a guy. so yeah i called and he never really called back. then i got a new number and texted everybody on my phone...saying that i have a new number...he calls back. and we've been talking for 2.5 weeks so far. meanwhile...
me and allen are talking also. pretty much we want the same thing, which is basically a relationship but go slow so it develops and it becomes something much more...later on, and to just chill and enjoy something now and live life. BUT (yeah always a catch) james is going to ask me out next time i see him. so i don't want to rush and get into a relationship w/ james always wondering "what would've happened" and vice versa w/ allen.
::SOLUTION::
well i spent time w/ james yesterday, and i plan on spending the weekend w/ allen. hopefully i'll be able to make up my mind. if not then i'll just tell james not yet and wait and see what happens. shit if i waited for james he can wait for me.
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Yeah sounds dramtic but it's not so bad, it's just a lil dilema that i'll get over. knowing my luck i'll find someone completely new and not worry about this problem. which would actually make life a tad easier. we'll see...