1 eye tied up on the open road...
damn there's alot that's happened since the last time i wrote. well IM ENGAGED! i don't think i could picture my life w/ anyone else but we'll see how it goes. ive been going out w/ james for like a yr. um life is pretty hard being on my own. without my family or friends. i dropped many friends....i'm done w/ the partying. i miss it. but there's so much i would lose...so it's not worth it. i'm chilling here right now w/ an old friend danis/boo boo. lol we just reminiced. crazy how time flies shes getting married going to washington state and i'm still here not knowing where i'm going to end up. i kinda like it that way. anyway my birthday is almost here. and being on my high school field where i graduated and going to the places where i used to chill, i actually kinda miss being in high school after swearing up n down that i wouldn't. also it feels like all this happened not to long ago. i just turned 18 and graduated. n 5 days from now it's officially a yr. damn that was fast. well good stuff is i got my tax return so i'm saving my money so i can finally get my car, maybe even a nice one. being w/ danis made me realize also that i'm still cared for...and she is the closest person in my life that has lived my life. she understands me pretty well. and it's amazing after all this it's like we picked up right where we left off.