Apr 23, 2006 19:04
So, alot of stuff has happened this past weekend. I am finally leaving Borios. Finally leaving the ones I love and the ones I dislike. I just can't stand the feeling of not being wanted. I work my ass off but still I feel as though I am not good enough because I am always the one that seems to be the most disliked by the managers. I do all of my work and I work my ass off, but all that really matters is I know that I am a good worker and that I just need to move on. So I am now working with my Uncle everyday after school. That means I will never be at the teen center anymore. I am going to miss that place, but I have a feeling it will do me some good to keep away from there for a little while.
I really didnt do anything exciting this weekend.
I worked the entire time.
Realized who my true friends aren't, but I won't get into that now because I dont want to make a huge scene.
I realized how much I can dislike people.
I realized how hope is a good feeling to have.
I realized that my true love is out there waiting for me.
Soon, I will hopefully find him.
My previous entry about how I wanted to have a lot of drama before I left highschool I take back.
Drama is pointless and leads to pain and regrets.
Also, leads to the truth.
Forgive me if I st-stutter
From all of the clutter in my head
Cuz I could fall asleep in those eyes
Like a water bed
Do I seem familiar, I've crossed you in hallways
a thousand times, no more camouflage
I want to be exposed, and not be afraid to fall.