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Apr 23, 2006 19:04

So, alot of stuff has happened this past weekend.  I am finally leaving Borios.  Finally leaving the ones I love and the ones I dislike.  I just can't stand the feeling of not being wanted.  I work my ass off but still I feel as though I am not good enough because I am always the one that seems to be the most disliked by the managers.  I do all of my work and I work my ass off, but all that really matters is I know that I am a good worker and that I just need to move on.  So I am now working with my Uncle everyday after school.  That means I will never be at the teen center anymore.  I am going to miss that place, but I have a feeling it will do me some good to keep away from there for a little while.

I really didnt do anything exciting this weekend. 
I worked the entire time. 
Realized who my true friends aren't, but I won't get into that now because I dont want to make a huge scene. 
I realized how much I can dislike people. 
I realized how hope is a good feeling to have.
I realized that my true love is out there waiting for me. 
Soon, I will hopefully find him.

My previous entry about how I wanted to have a lot of drama before I left highschool I take back. 
Drama is pointless and leads to pain and regrets.
Also, leads to the truth.

Forgive me if I st-stutter
From all of the clutter in my head
Cuz I could fall asleep in those eyes
Like a water bed
Do I seem familiar, I've crossed you in hallways
a thousand times, no more camouflage
I want to be exposed, and not be afraid to fall.
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