how to understand
We are trying for number two and it has been hard. I have endometriosis and it seems to be winning over my reproduction areas. With the treatments I will have for it, it will be almost two years before I might be able to hold a little one of my own. It is hard seeing all my friends getting pregnant and the babies not being planned. Hearing my friends freak out at first and me wanting to tell them what a blessing they have received. I wonder why me? I have had two miscarriages this year and it is making matters worse. I have already got ahead of myself and bought a bed along with a car seat and much more. I figure I will get the room ready, when we move into the house, and when the time is right, maybe a baby will join the furniture. Sounds depressing right?