Feb 14, 2003 02:13
To whom it may concern:
I was told that Zwan is as good as the early Smashing Pumpkins. What where you thinking when you said that? They are ok but Smashing Pumpkins had their own sound. Just don't compare a band to the best that ever was. Now I rather enjoy Seether. Not sure why but I just like a new/old sound. All of the bands are starting to go the same route and it is nice to hear something a little different. I have even gone as far as enya. Good sex music.
Bought the SIMS for PS2 and remembered why I stopped playing video games. Like way back when my boyfriend bought me leisure suite larry for the computer and I spent like all my time on it. Awesome game, then sometime between then and now I bought Final Fantasy VII and Myst. I thought people would have to cut my hands off to get me away from them. I haven't played a video game in two years and addicted again. Do they have a games anonymous help group or something? I might need it in the near future. I don't drink, smoke, do drugs, eat more then two meals a day, take over the counter or prescription drugs but yet I get addicted to a video game. HMM.
I have a new love in my life(other then the video game) and it's my camera. I sent a picture of mine to an amateur photo contest and I am a semi-finalist and also being published. It doesn't matter even if I come in last because I will get a metal and being published. It's a start to a new career and will help me on my way. I need to send pics to more contests. I have my first paying job June 7th. I am going to be taking pictures of a wedding. Also a good start and a start on my portfolio. Life is looking up and I am skipping.
I wish I wouldn't get so bored with one thing. I am a free spirit and I wish my husband would travel. It would be good for my photography. You know if I get some good pics going, I will send them to the Art museums and if they like them, nothing will stop me from going and doing what needs to be done to show my work off. I know he can deal with me being done for a couple weeks. I want to go to this college in NY but he won't move for me to go. I think I am so unhappy because I am use to someone who is willing to go places, learn, spread their wings and never hold you back. I am use to an open minded person, who isn't afraid of change. I need change, variety, fun, excitement, outdoors, nature. I need to suck it all in and enjoy life in such a way that I beat it before it beats me.
Peace out all, take it easy and all that shit
HAPPY VALENTINES TO EVERYONE!!!