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I hate being a gurl sometimes, us gurls are so emotional. lol I have alot of questions I need answered very soon. I feel like I have lost my life in the past......oh lets say........8 months. I feel like this isnt even my life, like Im living someone elses. I dont understand anything anymore. I just need someone, tell me why. I dunno what to do but pray, that of course always helps. why does life have to be so freakin complicated???? why cant life be like it was when I was little, I had no worries or fears. life was just simple bein a kid. I dont wanna grow up, lol. it came to my attention that I will be 17 in janurary. now to many that might not mean very much but to me thats a big deal, 17, I dont wanna be 17. I like 16, I wanna stay 16 for a while longer. oh well, I can change it so all I can do is sit back and enoy it.