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I find myself feeling very bitter...and angry too. I've realized so much, and how stupid I've been in thinking anything could have been any different than what I now know it is. I feel foolish, and I regret so much that I let happen. But what can I do about it now other than say fuck it? When what you want and what you know is the best for you are two different things, it can make for a very difficult, uncomfortable, and hurtful situation...which is exactly what I am in right now. I appreciate all of this that is happening to me...at least I have something to blame it all on, right?