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Oct 22, 2006 20:04

so i take a quick break
i've been reading about 200 pages every other day in pursuit of some glorified honors degree, which at times scares me

i just bought a new car, not new, its a 2004 toyota corolla sport edition, white, got like 20k miles on it, practically new

as you may or may not know i totalled my car about the third week i was in colorado... everything was ok except well, the illegal aliens who were involved in the accident took off and well, i didnt get in that much trouble and my insurance came through and well, now i have a few hours of work to do and a new car

im going down to san antonio in a few days to go spend the weekend with jenny... i am looking forward to it highly... and if you told me i would be in a completely stable, loving, wonderful relationship (long distance at THAT) a year ago, i would have said you were crazy...

im going to el paso the following weekend to pick up my car and drive it up to colorado with my little sister, have a little fun on the way

shits really turned around...the criminal justice program here kicks my ass, im happy even though i miss jenny and i miss my mom and brother and sister and dog and cat and bed (oh and doris).... (in that order)

i mean i hit a few rough patches... the whole accident... and a close friend of mine passed away way way way too soon, and you kno what, i wouldnt be alive if it werent for his giant heart, so as much as it means to whoever, thanks bro, thanks for the place to stay when i was way too wet, way too fucked up, way too cold, and way too young to realize people like you save the world

and well then, there is my dad...but man im not getting into that, for a while!

umm...college life is, meh, i mean, im probably heading down one of those roads i took a while ago, but i mean it go me here so it cant be all that bad, even if i wanted to i wouldnt have time to be a crazy kid, but i think im going to be pretty glad i havent been

but i mean, ive said it before and il say it again

life is just a bunch of fighting and leaving and it hurts like hell, but its life, and its all weve got, and if it didnt hurt than it wasnt real

i fought
i left
it hurt
but i lived

i know i cry and i know i complain and i know i scream and i know
i know i love it, and i know its gonna be so much better

so that was my break, my break from reading and studying and school and everything, politics and cleaning and complaining

back to life
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