I like this new way of thinking
God it feels good to be honest! I got an an email today that inspired a moment of defensive bracing for drama. That bracing lasted for about ten minutes and it faded away. Because everything I have said lately has been complete and honest, maybe a bit bitter at times, but wholly honest none the less. The freedom that brings feels very good. It is a welcome inverse of the pain I have felt recently from stepping up to the shit I didn't want to own before and being honest about it.