i'd offer you my hand cause it would hurt too much to watch you die.

[q_for_cucumber]

it has taken me exactly one week of....
-refusing to talk about it
-biting off people's heads who decide they want to anyways
-tears
-yells
-the whole gambit
-and other nonsense

BUT! I've made my decision.

and it's the right one for me, i'm confident in it, comfortable with it, deep down it feels right.

although the one person who always said she'd support me no matter my decision cause she knew i'd make the one which is best for me, was apparently really rooting for the losing team. and now believes my decision will lead to basically failure. oh well. sucks that she is my madre.

whatev. she'll deal.
I'm not gonna do something i'm really not into to make her happy. i thought she knew that's not how i go about these things.

Anyway UT Austin won out, which makes me beyond excited.

Woohoo.

I feel a lil bad for Boston though. It would've been fun, but more so for someone else.