wow....
I don't know what to do or how to feel or what to say...I am on house arrest sort of and my mom absoluteley hates me...both of my parents think the worst of me and don't trust me...I have single handedly ruined my relationship with my parents and my senior year is going to be non existent in social events kinda terms...I shouldn't of done what I did, but since it already happened...I can't do anything about it...I wish I could just throw my life away so my parents would be happy, but I know that I can't because I am leaving the most wonderful people behind....my friends... I am sorry that I aont be able to go out for a long long long long long while but I love you all and just have a good time...my time will come when I can join you...I love you babe and I am sorry this had to happen...