Feb 19, 2005 22:25
Well it's been a bit since I've updated. It's been a pretty hectic few weeks. Some things that were locked away for almost a year are now coming into play and it's been pretty tough on me. It doesn't help to have Derrick guilt tripping me every other day. As awful as it sounds, I'm REALLY getting tired of it and I just can't stand to deal with that, on top of everything else, right now. He doesn't want to understand that, though. For someone who loves me and wants to marry me (which will never happen), he sure doesn't seem to care at all. Stupid. Right now I just want to kick him.
Now, onto the fun things. On Wednesday, I bought presents for Torri and Taby. I bought them fish!! Dudley (Torri's...he's orange & white) and Dirty Mexican (Taby's...he's black, white, & orange spotted). Then, after my night class, we went out and bought me a hamster!! He is SOOO cute and itty bitty!! He's black & white and, therefore, called a Panda Bear Hamster. I named him Linus and I love him. He's ADORABLE and he comes everywhere with me now. hehehe!
I've been up at WSC and out of the house as much as possible. I just don't care to deal with Donna anymore. She sucks. Torri & Taby are AWESOME & let me go up there and stay there whenever I want. They went home this weekend, but I stayed up there last night anyway. It was just nice to have a night to myself with absolutely nobody around and nothing to do. It was some MUCH needed down time.
Classes are going okay, but I've been slacking on my reading. Oops... Oh well! I L-O-V-E my Multicultural Education class, which is especially good because it's 6:30-9:15 every Tuesday night. It's great, though, and I've met some wicked nice people. Night classes are fantastic. Let's see...I STILL haven't seen James and I'm starting to get upset about it. It REALLY sucks and I miss him SO much. :( I've started telling people that he died...for all I know, it's true. I think that's really about all. I've just been working, going to class, and hanging out with the Westfield Children. We have fun, though. I miss living in the dorms and need to AS.A.P.! :)
Oh, Sue's condo looks AMAZING. The colors she picked are awesome and her furniture is all soooooo nice. I'm jealous! haha. Seriously, though, I'm SOOO happy for her (even though I miss her like whoa). :-D
Okay, I have to go put my laundry in the dryer, so the last thing that I want to say is...
Jeff and Torri - Thank you SOOO much for Tuesday. It really really meant more to me than you can possibly know that you came with me. I really needed you and you were both there for me 100%. I am unbelievably lucky to have the two of you and I owe you so much. You've both been there for me through all of this (Torri, you've been there from the beginning) and I wish that I could even begin to express to you how much I appreciate it. You're both incredibly wonderful people. I love you both and thank you so much.