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So a kid from my neighborhood ODed on a poppy tea recently. He was the brother of a couple of guys that I used to hang out with, we went to the same schools mostly, and hell he was younger than me. Now, he's dead. My Dad and I, went to the wake (or remembrance)and it was a painful thing to see.
A kid younger than me, that I knew, just dead.
All the things that went through my head, mostly, weren't appropriate. I mean, IDK, I felt bad for thinking when I saw his mom and brothers, I couldn't even say anything.
Now I just feel, kinda alone, one of those times that you're suppose to be in a couple for I guess, just have someone to hold, get through the goddam night, and sort out feelings and thoughts a little later, when it's just a slice of life further away.
...
Yhea see a dead kid and that's still all I can think about. woo hoo,
I'm gonna try to think about OTHER things, post on that soon, I hope...
A kid younger than me, that I knew, just dead.
All the things that went through my head, mostly, weren't appropriate. I mean, IDK, I felt bad for thinking when I saw his mom and brothers, I couldn't even say anything.
Now I just feel, kinda alone, one of those times that you're suppose to be in a couple for I guess, just have someone to hold, get through the goddam night, and sort out feelings and thoughts a little later, when it's just a slice of life further away.
...
Yhea see a dead kid and that's still all I can think about. woo hoo,
I'm gonna try to think about OTHER things, post on that soon, I hope...