Aug 09, 2005 16:42
I dont know why this hurts so much. The things she said and did should have me pissed beyond comprehension. yet here i am. and all i can do is cry my eyes out knowing ill never have my babygirl again. This seems like the wrong choice right now. This is pain vicodin doesnt help.
I wish she still cared about me like she used to tell me she did.
I wish she still loved me like she used to tell me she did.
I cant even begin to describe my pain, but thankfully, I dont have to because everyone else knows where im at and how im feeling. everyone has been here. I just want to be away from here.
I just hope I can remember the way her kisses felt.