If you always do what you've always done, you'll always get what you've always gotten

[pzyco_jestur]

hmmmmmmmm not much to say really i think all i really need is some change in routine and to relax....so on that note i think i need to make a things to do list and just stop worrying so much and take things day by day. I've just been very negative lately and i just feel if i continue the path i've been taking i'm just gonna end up pushing everybody away....because in my opinion i have'nt really been myself and its mostly because i've just been too hard on myself....and just impatient. So i've decided its time maybe a start trying things, simple things, change of diet for instance, actually being more active, reading more just start simple....but anyway actions speak louder than words so here goes it
-jestur