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It was been a fun week so far. I have done little to nothing. Each day I have awoken after 11 AM. It's a beautiful thing. On Tuesday I went to Fuddruckers with Shu to eat lunch and have teh blast from teh past. We then went to Borders and read saucy, steamy romance novels out loud (finding the spiciest parts and reading them aloud for all to hear). I didn't know romance novels were so...descriptive. I had to stop myself a few times. We took a couple of pictures of ourselves reading them (see facebook holiday album), but then an employee commanded us not to do it or we would be thrown out of the store. So...we stopped.
Yesterday I went to the dentist in the morning. I will be honest, I hadn't gone to the dentist in three years. I know that sounds disgusting, and it kind of is. I hadnt gone since before I left for California. You would think that i had a bazillion cavities and would need 8 root canals, right? Wrong! I didnt have a single cavity, and the only things they told me to do were not brush my teeth as hard (since I have some gum erosion because of that), and that I should floss a little more regularly. They said that my teeth looked as if I had had orthodontist work done, because they are so straight and there is plenty of room in my mouth. HOWEVER, I have ne'er had braces and never will need them. I have all my wisdom teeth, and they dont cause any pain or discomfort. They dont have to be taken out either. My teeth and my eyes are like the only things that really work and do their proper function in my body. Well, I guess my ears are pretty good too, sometimes too good (hearing too many little noises).
After the dentist, I ate QT taquitos thanks to my wonderful mother, who ate the same (as well as my sister Erin). Good food. I hung out at the house for a while, rough-housing with my brother and screwing around with the computer. I had a hearty meal of Krystal's with Kyle and then went to El Duque's house and helped him organize his dad's comic books. It was pretty fun, actually, since there was all kinds of wacky feems. I have a couple pictures, though blurry, on my facelibro as well.
I make THE CALL today (yeah, the call to break up with Ana). Things didnt turn out as I thought they were going to. It turns out that she has plans to return to GA on the 8th and stay here for a while and then move to Salt Lake with some chica friends. She said, however, that school is only an excuse to come back to the US, that the real reason is ME. She said that if things arent going to work between us, that she will just stay in Mexico forever. She just got a job offer from a big corporation down there and is trying to decide what to do. She is a great girl, one of thebest I have ever met in my life. I know I could be happy with a person like her, but the circumstances would have to be just right. Frankly, this whole thing just scares the bloody infierno out of me. I didnt count on her coming back so soon. I thought that it wasn't a sure thing that she would come back at all. I am trying to figure out what i really want now. Do I want to play around at BYU with the girls there and then later on decide what I should do, or should I go ahead and make decisions now? I really really don't know what to do. i dont want to continue emotionally invested in something that is not very sure. I didnt expect she would actually come back to the US so soon, though. I'm so confused right now. Well, maybe Im not confused as much as I am...stuck. I don't know. I wonder what possibilities there are for me in BYU, and if I would just be wasting my time to continue with them, or if it would be a colossal waste of time to wait to see Ana again. If this were with any other girl, I would say, "see ya, sister. Have a nice life." This isn't any ol' girl, though. This is Ana.
Somebody help me!
Yesterday I went to the dentist in the morning. I will be honest, I hadn't gone to the dentist in three years. I know that sounds disgusting, and it kind of is. I hadnt gone since before I left for California. You would think that i had a bazillion cavities and would need 8 root canals, right? Wrong! I didnt have a single cavity, and the only things they told me to do were not brush my teeth as hard (since I have some gum erosion because of that), and that I should floss a little more regularly. They said that my teeth looked as if I had had orthodontist work done, because they are so straight and there is plenty of room in my mouth. HOWEVER, I have ne'er had braces and never will need them. I have all my wisdom teeth, and they dont cause any pain or discomfort. They dont have to be taken out either. My teeth and my eyes are like the only things that really work and do their proper function in my body. Well, I guess my ears are pretty good too, sometimes too good (hearing too many little noises).
After the dentist, I ate QT taquitos thanks to my wonderful mother, who ate the same (as well as my sister Erin). Good food. I hung out at the house for a while, rough-housing with my brother and screwing around with the computer. I had a hearty meal of Krystal's with Kyle and then went to El Duque's house and helped him organize his dad's comic books. It was pretty fun, actually, since there was all kinds of wacky feems. I have a couple pictures, though blurry, on my facelibro as well.
I make THE CALL today (yeah, the call to break up with Ana). Things didnt turn out as I thought they were going to. It turns out that she has plans to return to GA on the 8th and stay here for a while and then move to Salt Lake with some chica friends. She said, however, that school is only an excuse to come back to the US, that the real reason is ME. She said that if things arent going to work between us, that she will just stay in Mexico forever. She just got a job offer from a big corporation down there and is trying to decide what to do. She is a great girl, one of thebest I have ever met in my life. I know I could be happy with a person like her, but the circumstances would have to be just right. Frankly, this whole thing just scares the bloody infierno out of me. I didnt count on her coming back so soon. I thought that it wasn't a sure thing that she would come back at all. I am trying to figure out what i really want now. Do I want to play around at BYU with the girls there and then later on decide what I should do, or should I go ahead and make decisions now? I really really don't know what to do. i dont want to continue emotionally invested in something that is not very sure. I didnt expect she would actually come back to the US so soon, though. I'm so confused right now. Well, maybe Im not confused as much as I am...stuck. I don't know. I wonder what possibilities there are for me in BYU, and if I would just be wasting my time to continue with them, or if it would be a colossal waste of time to wait to see Ana again. If this were with any other girl, I would say, "see ya, sister. Have a nice life." This isn't any ol' girl, though. This is Ana.
Somebody help me!